There's a video I know I should watch, of a doctor talking about what's going on. I could google it by typing in "Doctor gives information to empower people about Coronavirus". I know it would make me feel better about all of this. It's about an hour long. But I stopped watching. Instead I watched Groundhg Day but it took me three days to get through the whole thing. Will there ever not be a video I should watch? When I put these headphones on I could hear my heartbeat and it was fast.
As I read your p tag, I thought, oh that video of the doctor, yes. But the one I saw was not empowering. It felt like she was going to get fired for speaking out and I worried for her life. Did groundhog make you feel better about all of this though? Maybe it takes 3 days to feel something that makes the heart beat different and maybe there will never not be a video we should watch. It feels good not to watch some times.
Y'know those cats trusted me. And so they could look me in the eye when they died. I was the guy that was right there. That means a minute to me. A heavy minute. You ever walked a lion? You ever walked a tiger? Motherfucker, man. Ha ha. God damn. They get so big so fast.